thanks for your words, kitty :-)
i think, i felt the same this time...
when i think about the concert in future... that came closer... it taste´s so surreal...
but i think. this evening i can get some energy for life, that i need this time...
some voices in me say: you cant go, its to big... there´s to many emotions.... to much power .... can i handle it?! ;-)
i love lacrimosa... but iam in deepest respect...
i write you in facebook, you will see :-)