good to hear about the policy, here they're quite lazy in it... only my doctor, he was like you got flu symptoms and I was like eum yes but I don't have a lot of fever... and he was like ... but you still got the symptoms... and in the end you're stressed...stay home... I was like ow :? yeah well eum work on my guilt feelings...cause I've been to school with those symptoms the week before so... but in the end don't see it helps much

everyone is falling ill around me

... it's just the regular "flu-moment" you know...
My cold goes up and down, up and down, as the weather you could say
:lol: but i'm much better already cause the headache disappeared a bit, I still suffer from my neck and when I don't take care of that my headache returns but well ... this night I got migraine my god :shock: that's only the second time I have that but I didn't sleep not for one second before 4 o'clock... and then at 6 the alarm went off and I was like "SCREW THE WORLD I'M STAYING IN BED!!" ... and slept until 9 so ... alright
And I'm getting the hang of it again yeah... took me a while to get back on track with studying, but now I'm into at least 4 books by now

... and I don't obbey

that's all I do to keep standing...I mean it's UNREASONABLE what they ask me so i just do what I can and try to work towards priorities... as I have 5 exams in january of which two I need to write my own coursebook *sighs* jup again... as well discourse studies as I told last year we have an english book, dutch slides and the exam is in Dutch so I try to get all the information in Dutch... German culture which is a book from 500 pages on its own :shock: *dies a little* and it's very interesting but I really need my time to get around the reading... and then picking the information I need for the exam is really hard... but well that are stuff I concentrate on plus the projects for this semester and the rest...well when I find time for it

I'm of the idea that there must still be life next to studies otherwise I won't survive I've seen what happens when I do so with biomedical science so...
And as you say, I can imagine it's not easy to do your best for something you're not really interested in anymore... but I'm sure you'll get trough... and I tell you one thing ... don't delay decisions you already made

that doesn't bring you anything
As for here, things kinda fell into place since yesterday morning when I got out of bed ... I've been doubting as hell the last weeks, due to the enormous amount of information that came ahead of me with school and then fell ill and missed classes here and there... and was scared that I kinda made no chance anymore to make it this year :shock: I know!! sounds crazy :lol: cause the year just started but well... I kinda found strength again in september, something that made me down at the beginning brought me back to my drive for my studies and that's really good

... so now life just takes it run and I try not to well you know interrupt it too much but just let it run the way it must run... I'll see what comes at the end of January when I did my first exams there's no need to worry in advance is there

still got all chances of the world... and that's kinda what I realised yesterday on my way to school on the bus

and people even noticed that my friend asked me "you look good today, what happened?" :lol: I was like nothing some insights... peaceful cleared some stuff with my boy yet again

... so a productive week you could say :lol:
well I'm gonna close here
I wish you a very nice evening and weekend as well!!
Get better for the full 100%
Greetings to Tommy as well
BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG hug!
miss ya!