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« Reply #34785 on: May 02, 2018, 19:35:41 »
Happy: movies next weeked, and on the next one - two concerts, one in Moscow and another in StPete... Another short travel ahead! Should be fun!

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« Reply #34786 on: May 22, 2018, 02:00:00 »
Miserable.... Sad, today I dreamed of a person who is no longer here, and it is terrible to wake up and see that it was all a dream, and I will never again embrace you.
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« Reply #34787 on: May 22, 2018, 04:44:05 »
happy - I have met a friend and she is filling me with hope, she is teaching me English, she lives in the United States, and we talk frequently. ;D
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« Reply #34788 on: June 11, 2018, 12:13:54 »
Miserable.... Sad, today I dreamed of a person who is no longer here, and it is terrible to wake up and see that it was all a dream, and I will never again embrace you.

Rather late but still had to answer to this. We should perhaps try to keep the spirit alife from such a dream... I think that the moment you were dreaming it felt good and you were happy. I recall having such dreams in the past of people who are no longer in my life whether or not dead, when in the dream I felt complete and loved and eventhough I felt a sting of hurt when I opened my eyes and realised it would never come back I tried to hang on to the feeling of being complete... in fact there is no such thing as separation, there's just being. I truly believe that all that was and all that will be gets united in what IS. I send you a warm embrace! Losses are always very hard to deal with.


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« Reply #34789 on: June 12, 2018, 23:44:54 »
Happy ;D

To see you again!!!
Hello beautiful friends!!!

Oh my Ghost!!! I’m so excited to be here again, I feel like a… don’t know, it’s weird… I’ve been lost for a long time so… Is it a rebirth?
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« Reply #34790 on: July 02, 2018, 06:54:01 »
Happy: back on track of my meditation. It's weird why you can leave something that feels so good behind for so long. It's weird how you fall into your own gaps everytime again... making the same mistake over and over and over ... it's weird how you know what you gotta do to find yourself and yet you do everything to avoid just that... it's weird how long time I didn't wanna call things by name... and now I do... it's weird how I became so harsh and bitter and I don't really want to be that way.

happy: I think I found a way to deal with the problem that won't disappear till she's dead and that might take a long time still... I'm not gonna wait to be happy untill she does... because without knowing I might be gone earlier than her and I wasted a lifetime on her disappearing out of my life... what... if you can't change the things you look upon, you should change the way you look upon them to make them change.

happy: I came to see I was always waiting for something to be happy... "when, then"... but eventually we make our own happiness, it doesn't depend on anything and yet on all!
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« Reply #34791 on: July 11, 2018, 19:48:27 »
After a long break, I'm back! And I'm happy...

Happy and anxious: Just one more month left for my wedding... It we'll be next August 11th, so I'm taking care of the small things now...  Meetings, and test, the dress, the hair...

Happy 2: I'm preparing myself for my wedding for a long time. Incluiding taking care of my skin. Days ago some pimples began to show up and I got very very frustrated. Saturday I made my lunch and after that I felt sick. Sunday I dreamt until 4pm and kept sick. I woke up Monday feeling sick. I thought I got intoxicated, because the sauce I used in my Sat lunch was not a fresh one. My mother called me Monday morning asking how I was, and I said I was feeling sick. She asked me if I was Pregnant, but I said I was not. She asked me how could I know, and I just said: I just know. Later that day, I decided to take a blood pregnancy test, and there it is.... It was positive. So I'm pregnant now... At first it was shocking, I spent 2 hours alone trying to proccess this. Then my fiancé got home and I told him what happened. He smiled, said that he was happy and called his parents - but I believe he's still shocked. My father in law cried when he knew (he's crazy about grandchildren). He sent a message to my dad saying he was so thankful for my parents raising me, that I'm giving now a extraordinary gift to him. My parents were also supportive and said that I can trust them forever. My mother is proud and said that she wants to help me whenever I need. And I still feel sick, messy, sleepy. I wasn't planning any of this now, but I'm doing my best to raise this child here inside. it's scary and beautiful.

in fact I think I suspected I could be pregnant. I stopped using the skin acid treatment before all the evidences
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« Reply #34792 on: July 13, 2018, 20:48:52 »
Very happy: I just heard my child's heart... Tilo may forgive me, but it was the best sound I heard of in my entire life... I couldn't hold on my tears...
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