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« Reply #34770 on: August 27, 2017, 21:09:23 »
Happy: Testimonium release. Though some songs are not easy to take at all, emotionally - some are so painfully touching, and some are so emotionally heavy to listen. I need more listenings. But I love the CD and I'm happy and grateful that it saw the light! And the fact that some songs are painful, it means that this peace of art is toughing the soul. I find it awesome.

Not miserable, but... well, it's life: job-search again, I don't like the process, but what doesn't kill me makes me stronger.

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« Reply #34771 on: August 28, 2017, 16:28:56 »
Happy: Testimonium release. Though some songs are not easy to take at all, emotionally - some are so painfully touching, and some are so emotionally heavy to listen. I need more listenings. But I love the CD and I'm happy and grateful that it saw the light! And the fact that some songs are painful, it means that this peace of art is toughing the soul. I find it awesome.

Not miserable, but... well, it's life: job-search again, I don't like the process, but what doesn't kill me makes me stronger.
Good luck with the job search! I'm sure it's gonna turn out alright!

Happy: my favorite perfume (2 items more to my collection  :D)
Happy 2: met a friend. I have so many friends, this is such a great feeling :)  :D
Miserable: not exactly miserable, but sort of tired. Things are very exhausting me recently. 
Miserable 2: it's so sad I can't control my own feelings. I know nobody can, but, well, it's not really helping :) Especially when you're scared of being misunderstood or a nuisance all the time :)

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« Reply #34772 on: August 31, 2017, 11:10:02 »
HAPPY - LACRIMOSA IN BRASILLLL
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« Reply #34773 on: September 03, 2017, 15:47:38 »
Happy: having the Testimonium in my ears non-stop these days, and a concert pass on-hands

miserable: there are not enough hours in a day, so all i want to do can fit it...((( trying not to get stressed out, and it sucks
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« Reply #34774 on: September 04, 2017, 19:39:09 »
Happy: Got my tickets for the Lacrimosa concert in San Luis Potosi, México  ;D I can´t believe it´s the second time that Lacrimosa is coming to my city!

Kinda sad: Still don´t have my Testimonium. The mexican post is slower than a turtle  :(

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« Reply #34775 on: September 14, 2017, 18:15:27 »
Happy: job search mission is complete, and I quite like the place!

Miserable: I'm sooooo sick, but I don't want to take a sick leave at work already so soon... So I have to cope with it somehow on my working place... But that's ok, one more day to go and it's weekend!

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« Reply #34776 on: September 15, 2017, 09:10:32 »
miserable: I had an accident the end of august... my foot was nearly healed... I got to the bus yesterdaymorning... one second of unthoughtful thinking ... misplacing ... THE SAME GODDAMN FOOT!... I'm so tired of being in pain, I'm so tired of fighting, I'm so tired of neglecting myself, I'm so tired.

happy: my little sweet baby boy (who's almost turning one years old, time flies!) always makes me smile... he remembers me why I'm still alive, why I still need to be on this goddamned planet umongst these fuckers who destroy everything for everyone who just wants to live in peace...

sad: I'm having one of these days where I just can't look at the brigth side... though I know there is ... this bright side.
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« Reply #34777 on: October 31, 2017, 00:36:44 »
miserable and falling apart.
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« Reply #34778 on: January 12, 2018, 02:12:18 »
Happy - Finally, after much complaining here.

 And it ends another cycle.

I was dismissed from my job, and I will receive all my rights and payments, after 1 year and 8 months, in a routine of 2 hours of transit to go to work, 10 hours of work, and another 2 hours to return home. Every day leaving at 5:30 in the morning and returning at 8:00 in the evening. observation, no vacation.

Anyway, it's about time and I'm happy about it, when you get to a point where you realize you're stagnant in something but you feel the need to do more, you need changes, you need motivation. I am grateful for everything, it was the work that saved me when I arrived in São Paulo, alone, without money, without a job. And now I'll have the opportunity to look for what I like to do, I'll have plenty of time for it and I'll even be able to choose what I want. Unfortunately I do not think I will find a dream job, where I should just talk about Lacrimosa all day long, but I always find my motivation wherever I work, and I always learn a little that I end up using in my private projects, many things I learned that were very helpful. I wish success and peace to all. Now after 1 year and 8 months I take my holidays, I'll read all the books I've always wanted, to study English again, to rewrite my songs and dedicate myself to Lacrimaniacs. At last, rest.
I wanted to take the money I will receive and disappear again, to move from city, state, country.  :P
But I think I should calm down a bit, love to travel, love to get out of the rut, move, start a new routine and then change again, until I find something that makes me want to stop.
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« Reply #34779 on: February 12, 2018, 21:42:51 »
happy: got my family, got my house, got my job, got my life... and yet... I miss my inner world, I miss my passion, I miss my soul's home, I miss my soulmate.

 sad: you can never return and regret comes too late you were right ... when you make the wrong choices... when you close the wrong doors... it never had to come this way... I didn't wanna close our door! it was never my aim... it was never my choice... and I can't accept it's come because it had to be this way.

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« Reply #34780 on: February 19, 2018, 06:12:20 »
Happy - I do not know the reason, I'm just feeling happy today,

Sad - There are places in our heart that are irreplaceable. No matter how many amazing people I know, your absence still hurts, more than 10 years, and that will never happen.
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« Reply #34781 on: February 19, 2018, 23:30:05 »
happy: feel alive and feel love

miserable? hm. don´t know this time  ;)
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« Reply #34782 on: February 25, 2018, 19:49:57 »
Happy: traveling makes me happy. A trip to Germany was a blast! I'm happy that I could go to three German concerts and also see some Germany.

Miserable: tomorrow to work again. Again early wekeups, again traffic and crouds...

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« Reply #34783 on: March 02, 2018, 10:33:13 »
Happy: was praised for my hard work at work... it's natural to work hard, but it feels great when people appreciate what you're doing.
happy: I had the chance to apply for another job, but last minute didn't do it, as my heart said not too... I'm happy I didn't in the end, strange things ... I get the hang of listening to my inner voice again.
sad: I still have a strong repulsive feeling towards people who constantly lie to me... I get so angry inside when I notice it... but I learned to block myself from it...their problem if they keep lying...and my right to step away then.
happy: lately some new inspirational people came into my life ... sometimes they were already in my life for quite some months but only now I see the meaning of them being around me at the time. The older you get, the more you realise not all is what you see and what you see is not all there is to experience.

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« Reply #34784 on: March 21, 2018, 22:43:59 »
Happy - Yesterday I was on the bus and a man asked me "Hey, are you Karina from the Lacrimaniacos?". And he is a fan of Lacrimosa, we spent the trip talking about the band, his come to Brazil, about the ecence of his music, and he also told me that he was in all the concerts of Lacrimosa in Brazil, only lost the first, and was part of the first fan club "Lacrimosa Brasil" ... it was a lot of fun, it's the kind of thing that could happen frequently when I'm on the bus.  ;D
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