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Off-Topic / Antw:Thought in one line
« Last post by egonSchiele on August 30, 2017, 14:57:40 »
Nothing really interesting, just needed to shout it out somewhere. Old wounds never heal, it seems.
People are so brutal in their honesty. I know so much I would've been happier not to know. But who cares? Who ever cared for my feelings? What I had in my heart for so many people was trampled down gleefully, and what I held the dearest ... there's yet no words within me that could really mean it. Sometimes things hurt so much you can't even talk about it even within yourself. But it lives. For years, only adding up more and more. I was raised to never complain to anyone, about anything. I can only shrug it off, laugh it off, try to play cool around it. I can't even avoid getting back to it -- I can only try to come to terms with it and give it a name. It still hurts -- still hurts recalling, still hurts, still hurts, as the words swirl within and don't calm down. I can't even wish these people to experience what I feel -- I can only wish them to be happy. One day you stop wanting grand things -- for yourself -- and is it, tell me, is it weakness? really? is it? truly? I want only peace, only small things, only things I can control, only people who really care about me. It is so easy to see. I don't believe words anymore, I don't believe art anymore, I basically don't believe anyone except a select few I can claim I really know. This is what life is. This is what you really taught me. I will dissect how I feel, burn it to ashes and bury it under the full moon.
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Off-Topic / Antw:Now and next Playing/What are you listen
« Last post by egonSchiele on August 30, 2017, 14:54:49 »
Lacrimosa -- Weltenbrand
Lacrimosa -- Lass die Nacht nicht über mich fallen
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Off-Topic / Antw:TODAY'S WORD...
« Last post by Liv' on August 29, 2017, 21:23:50 »
Tuesday: TESTIMONIUM <3
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Deutsches Unterforum / Testimonium
« Last post by Kelaman on August 29, 2017, 13:41:51 »
Ich denke, mittlerweile dürften die meisten hier das Album zumindest einmal durchgehört haben. Gibt es schon Eindrücke eurerseits?
Ich selbst bin wirklich angetan von "Testimonium". Es ist das erste Album seit "Sehnsucht" (2009), das mich als Ganzes wirklich umhaut (auf "Revolution" und "Hoffnung" traf das jeweils nur auf einzelne Songs zu). Liegt möglicherweise daran, dass auf dem aktuellen Werk die für mein Empfinden etwas "gezwungen harten" Momente fehlen, welche es auf den beiden Vorgängerscheiben gab. Auf "Testimonium" gehen Schwermut und Hymnenhaftigkeit Hand in Hand, da fahre ich voll drauf ab.
Meine aktuellen Lieblingssongs sind "Nach dem Sturm" und "Herz und Verstand", aber das kann sich nach weiteren Durchläufen noch ändern. Bin ja grad erst dabei das Album so richtig zu ergründen.
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Off-Topic / Antw:LACRIWELT QUOTES/THOUGHTS
« Last post by egonSchiele on August 28, 2017, 22:17:00 »
Oh, this is so cool I just need to put it somewhere (why not here?). Explains a lot (at least to me).

Quote from: Clarissa Pinkola Estes
Coldness spells the end of any relationship. If you want to kill something, just be cold to it. As soon as one becomes frozen in feeling, thinking, or action, relationship is not possible. When humans want to abandon something in themselves or leave someone else out in the cold, they ignore them, disinvite them, leave them out, go out of their way to have to even hear their voice or lay eyes upon them.
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Off-Topic / Antw:What has made u happy or miserable
« Last post by egonSchiele on August 28, 2017, 16:28:56 »
Happy: Testimonium release. Though some songs are not easy to take at all, emotionally - some are so painfully touching, and some are so emotionally heavy to listen. I need more listenings. But I love the CD and I'm happy and grateful that it saw the light! And the fact that some songs are painful, it means that this peace of art is toughing the soul. I find it awesome.

Not miserable, but... well, it's life: job-search again, I don't like the process, but what doesn't kill me makes me stronger.
Good luck with the job search! I'm sure it's gonna turn out alright!

Happy: my favorite perfume (2 items more to my collection  :D)
Happy 2: met a friend. I have so many friends, this is such a great feeling :)  :D
Miserable: not exactly miserable, but sort of tired. Things are very exhausting me recently. 
Miserable 2: it's so sad I can't control my own feelings. I know nobody can, but, well, it's not really helping :) Especially when you're scared of being misunderstood or a nuisance all the time :)
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Off-Topic / Antw:Thought in one line
« Last post by egonSchiele on August 28, 2017, 15:52:54 »
I think you have some point - people are more active in social networks nowadays.
Well, no wonder, there's a million and one thing to follow, including one's very own friends and family :) forums are more focussed. Sad but true.
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Off-Topic / Antw:TODAY'S WORD...
« Last post by egonSchiele on August 28, 2017, 15:50:53 »
Monday: sleepy
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Off-Topic / Antw:What has made u happy or miserable
« Last post by Asphodel on August 27, 2017, 21:09:23 »
Happy: Testimonium release. Though some songs are not easy to take at all, emotionally - some are so painfully touching, and some are so emotionally heavy to listen. I need more listenings. But I love the CD and I'm happy and grateful that it saw the light! And the fact that some songs are painful, it means that this peace of art is toughing the soul. I find it awesome.

Not miserable, but... well, it's life: job-search again, I don't like the process, but what doesn't kill me makes me stronger.
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Off-Topic / Antw:CONFESSION ROOM...
« Last post by Asphodel on August 27, 2017, 20:57:51 »
I confess, that I really don't like people who can only critisize what others created, pretending to be the most clever ones, while doing nothing of the sort themselves.
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