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Deutsches Unterforum / Antw:musique non stop...
« Last post by Bobby on November 07, 2019, 05:17:32 »
Error 404 (Not Found)!!1


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Off-Topic / Antw:How About Poetry???
« Last post by egonSchiele on November 06, 2019, 08:18:10 »
***
Sometimes I want to look back
Darling
To sense the warm light
Of you as if being
With me

But then comes this hissing sound
I'm so scared of
It splits my heart
And I lose connection
With my own feelings

Did I really feel this much
For you and because of you?

And what do I feel now?
Does it have a name?

Words, cruel words
Things truer than words, too
I'm not collecting your faults
They just ruin me

It's a double ruin to see
How low I can be
How picky
Ungracious
Unforgiving

I'm grieving
What else can it be?

A lie is a lie
A sin is a sin
Whatever I want within
Won't change a single thing
In the past

And it hurts me daily
Because I lost my trust
You were the last
I wanted to part from

Now nothing means anything
Because it could mean so many things
To so many people
And no one at all

For years nothing means anything
Yet your soul meant all
Each and every thing beautiful
I thought you were the one
I finally could believe in
What I was feeling
Does it have a name?

And I don't want to blame
I just don't know what to think
It's never been a game
I'd never play
With anyone like this

I thought I knew you

I learned that I was wrong

Sometimes I want to look back
Darling
To sense the warm light
Of you as if being
With me

But nothing means anything
Because it could mean so many things
To so many people
And no one at all

You meant love to me
Before I knew its meaning
I lived daydreaming
Of this love becoming mine

What I feel towards you now
I can't name it
Wherever people store their love
This place hurts
If I touch it with words
It bleeds

And I feel sorry
I never wanted you to be sad
Because of me
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Off-Topic / Antw:Now and next Playing/What are you listen
« Last post by egonSchiele on November 05, 2019, 21:00:21 »
Now: Hooverphonic - Eden
Next: I guess, the same...
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Off-Topic / Antw:TODAY'S WORD...
« Last post by egonSchiele on November 05, 2019, 20:58:13 »
memory
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Deutsches Unterforum / Antw:musique non stop...
« Last post by Bobby on November 04, 2019, 15:29:47 »
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Off-Topic / Antw:Thought in one line
« Last post by Bobby on November 04, 2019, 14:12:23 »
sometimes. think about.
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Off-Topic / Antw:Thought in one line
« Last post by egonSchiele on November 03, 2019, 12:45:58 »
If not for you, would I still be?..
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Off-Topic / Antw:Now and next Playing/What are you listen
« Last post by egonSchiele on November 03, 2019, 12:43:22 »
Now: Porcupine Tree -- Arriving somewhere but not here
Next: Porcupine Tree -- Heart-attack in a layby (actually, the song I discovered Porcupine Tree with)
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Off-Topic / Antw:TODAY'S WORD...
« Last post by egonSchiele on November 03, 2019, 12:40:28 »
(a very unpleasant) discovery
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Off-Topic / Antw:How About Poetry???
« Last post by egonSchiele on November 03, 2019, 12:34:31 »
***
How much life
Have you taken from me
Have you made me let go of
Yet I always pray for you first
Mother

How could you smother
Every hope of my heart
It is still hard
To see that the only thing you want
From me
Is to look good
That everything looks good
Nothing else matters
Nothing at all

I founded a tower to fall
From
But clearly
You wouldn't allow yourself to see me
Even in my death

The pain I felt
Was way too real
But there was no sense to scream
Who cared for how I could feel?
I learned to conceal
How I longed to disappear
But God would never let me

How much life
Have you taken from me
Have you made me let go of
Yet I always pray for you first
Mother

Mother, you gave me this life
But I don't allow you taking it
Call me a parasite
Or just don't call me
I accept that you never wanted me
I accept you would never dare
Accepting it yourself
All the things that you said
And never said
I accept

Things simply must look good
Between you and me
I laugh merrily
I joke and make you laugh happily
Who cares if I'm dying inside?

I love you, mother
But I'm scared to discover
What real love is
How being loved feels
You made me feel not deserving it
Mother
I know you will never agree
That it's not because of me
That I am like this
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