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Off-Topic / Antw:How About Poetry???
« Last post by Kitty on December 13, 2018, 17:06:10 »
The harder I try to forget you
the harder you hit back in my mind
there's something about you
I probably won't ever understand
a connection I felt with you
even long before I was born
I've been searching you
longing for you
touched you
loved you
and let go off you
or did I lie to myself
just as you told me I would
face it all when it were too late
the brigdes were lost
are they truely?
can't they be rebuilt?
things are different now
my shoulder to rely on
it's still you
I lost my inner voice
my self
you
what can I say
so lost without you
longgonelost without you
all those years passed by
is a it an illusion I'm craving for?
and what if it made me happy?
what if I loved you for who you were
in my imagination, in my perception of reality?
don't stop the music inside
between the two of us
let it lead to where it has to lead to
let be what has to be.
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Off-Topic / Antw:Now and next Playing/What are you listen
« Last post by Kitty on December 13, 2018, 16:58:03 »
Before: for bitter worse - anouk
now: With you - anouk
next: don't know yet

the next was: Go - Snakeksin
then: recall III - snakeskin
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Market / Verkaufe: Lacrimosa - VINTAGE CLASSIX [neuwertig]
« Last post by n3ph5x on December 05, 2018, 06:09:07 »
Inhalt:
Elodia (LPs 1 & 2)
Live (LPs 3 - 5)
Fassade (LP 6)
B-Seiten (LP 7)
Autogrammkarte

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Gesamtzustand: Neuwertig
Außenkarton: Neuwertig. Keine abgenutzten Ecken. Keine Kratzer. Keine Risse.
Platten: Keine Platte wurde je abgespielt, also keine Kratzer oder Labelbeschädigungen.
Plattenhüllen sind einwandfrei. Keine Knicke oder Risse.
Autogrammkarte ist ebenfalls einwandfrei. Keine Knicke oder geknickte Ecken.

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Fragen zur Box beantworte ich gern hier im Post oder per PN.
Angebote bitte ausschließlich per Email: stefan.tbagheri@gmail.com

Grüße.
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Off-Topic / Antw:How About Poetry???
« Last post by Kitty on November 30, 2018, 15:37:12 »
Zartheit wenn ich an dich denke,
in jeder Erinnerung erlebe ich die Zeit
mir Geschenkt von Dir,
wie zeit stehen blieb und die Liebe einfach war
alles war einfach, leise, zart,
liebevoll bis das Ego spielte,
und doch spürt meine Seele deiner,
immer wieder macht sie Hoffnungen
nie im Leben, nie im Wesen,
meine Seele schreit und doch zart die Träne,
die sie lässt weil es stimmt,
Reue kommt immer wieder zu spät,
doch glaube ich nie an das Ende,
die Erinnerung bleibt am Leben,
mein Herz, und dein Herz,
wir wissen Beide das es weiter geht,
weiter dann dieses Leben,
und was auch immer sein muss, wird sein,
es ist genau so wie es sein muss,
schmerzhaft, aber schön,
grau aber hell,
Hass aber
Liebe.
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Off-Topic / Antw:How About Poetry???
« Last post by Kitty on November 30, 2018, 15:32:47 »
God knows how much I miss you
how horrible it is to push back tears I can't explain
my soul is searching though it knows it may not find
with every tiny thing that occurs
and I think 'I must tell..." but then again I cannot
it's not allowed to love you as you hate me
it's not allowed to feel you as you locked your heart
but god knows how much I hate missing you
the quest of not knowing how you do
whether you'd still see me when you see me
used of being a number of being the little grey mouse
but in the end there's something that cannot be forgotten
How I miss you, my light, my love,
god knows how much I desire no longer missing you.
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Off-Topic / Antw:Thought in one line
« Last post by Kitty on November 30, 2018, 15:27:49 »
Missing is the most fucked up feeling there can be... missing is just a punishment for the soul... god knows how I hate missing you!
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Off-Topic / Antw:Now and next Playing/What are you listen
« Last post by Kitty on November 30, 2018, 15:25:28 »
Now: for bitter or worse - anouk
next: I would stay - krezip
then: Ik mis je (I miss you) - anouk
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Off-Topic / Antw:What has made u happy or miserable
« Last post by Kitty on November 16, 2018, 15:05:01 »
I suffered a lot... I had the same illness as Kate Middleton, the Duchess... Hyperemesis gravidarum... I felt sick until mid September, I lost a lot of weight and got dehydrated... but thankfully my baby has grown healthy! Now I'm fine, because the illness has gone and I'm able to eat and drink properly again.
This little one is a boy, and he loves to kick his mom...  ::)

Sorry to read you had to suffer so much. In my surrounding there was someone with the same story, the entire pregnancy she's been vomiting and the first months of both her pregnancies she was in hospital for dehydration... I sign for the little issues I had then  :D I had gastric acid the entire pregnancy (literary till he came out then it was gone). But I could eat properly it was just a matter of enduring the burning feeling of acid. Luckily you're feeling better now. I'd say enjoy your little cute boy... soon you'll miss the kicking  ;)

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Off-Topic / Antw:What has made u happy or miserable
« Last post by Fernanda Alves on November 16, 2018, 14:56:31 »
Congrats with the baby  growing! It IS By faaaar the MOST beautiful sound that a mother can ever hear :) I recall it was this way each time we went for an Echo when my son Torsten was growing. It was such a relief somehow to hear it, so soothing, so calming. Enjoy being pregnant, despite all illness feelings if you have any, it passes so fast and it's such a beautiful experience to feel a soul grown into a baby ;)

I suffered a lot... I had the same illness as Kate Middleton, the Duchess... Hyperemesis gravidarum... I felt sick until mid September, I lost a lot of weight and got dehydrated... but thankfully my baby has grown healthy! Now I'm fine, because the illness has gone and I'm able to eat and drink properly again.
This little one is a boy, and he loves to kick his mom...  ::)
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Off-Topic / Antw:What has made u happy or miserable
« Last post by Kitty on November 14, 2018, 11:21:55 »

I've been there, I'm sorry you do too.
But good that you have a happy life, family and home ... you have the most valuable things in the world, take care dear.

Thank you, it's a hard lesson in life... because it completely destroyes the vision I want to have on people ...  I simply cannot believe that someone is that ill in his head that they start lying, deceiving and make themself center of the universe and on top of that pull everyone around along in the lie making them believe they're the ones who need help... really insane! JUST ONE PERSON can put so many people on the edge ... sad story but well... it's not the first I came across, seems like it's my lesson in life i gotta learn to deal with... luckily I came across some very wise people who help me a lot to deal with this by making me work on myself.

Sad to hear you've came across such a situation yourself, I understand it's all but easy. But you know what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger ;)

Sorry to read about your loss... wish you a lot of support to overcome your sadness. He's never far away you know :)




@ Fernanda Alves: congratulations!!! Wish you a lot of joy and beautiful feelings!



States:
Happy: some decisions made, some were put on my road very unexpectedly and without effort that I'm figuring "where's the devil waiting?" but so far happy about all choices... future will tell what it brings.
nervous: because one of the decisions probably wont be what people expect in our surrounding but hey MY life... only me needs to deal with the entire picture right.
sad: I miss you so damn much, there's not one day that I'm not thinking of you, not one day I do not regret that you closed the door that I put on a chink, I never had the intention to close it. But I needed distance from my life, I needed it to give my relationship, my  now husband. I never thought it were you I said goodbye to when I chose my husband. I respect your choice, but I'll never understand it. 

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